Thursday, February 4, 2010

[One-Shot] Hey! Girl

Dong Bang Se Gye is a jazz lounge where there are 5 charismatic and musically-inclined owners....
Whom are also resident singers in the club...
Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Yunho and Changmin...

One day, they were rehearsing as usual before opening hours on stage,while their club manager was holding an interview for new waiters off-stage...

Interviews were almost finished and the club manager was just packing his things up to prepare for opening, when a girl stumbled clumsily and into the lounge, knocking over a some furniture in her haste...

Everyone looked over to her, as she was clumsily trying to rearrange the furniture that she had knocked over. Her hair, skin and clothes were soaking wet, as it had been raining heavily outside. Yoochun looked at her amusingly, as she bowed repeatedly and kept apologizing as she hurriedly dashed over to the manager.

Manager (disbelievingly): You're here for the interview? SO LATE?!!!

Girl (apologetically): Yes... I'm so sorry... I was caught in the rain... I'm I already too late?

The manager was about to shrug her off and send her off, as she was late for the interview, who knows if she'd be late for work! But Yoochun cut him before he could say anything.

Yoochun (interrupting): Nope... You made it just in time...

The girl heaved a visible sigh of relief. She really needed this job. Yoochun signalled her to take a seat and he waved the manager away, and took over the interviewing. The other 4 co-owners were sitting on stage and observing them from afar. The girl sat down self-consciously, and the interview started...

Moments later, the interview ended. The girl got up from her seat and bowed politely and shook Yoochun's hand gratefully.

Girl (gratefully): Thank you so much for allowing me to do the interview... And giving me a chance...

Yoochun: You're welcomed... We'll let you know the outcome soon... Thanks for coming...

The girl walked out of the club, leaving a trail of water on the chair that she sat on. Yoochun looked at her as she walked out. From the interview, he got to know her name was Yuri. And she was an undergraduate, and she was hoping to work here to earn some money for her school fees.

Junsu: Yoochun!!! Time to get back to rehearse!!!

Junsu's voice broke Yoochun's thoughts and he hurried back to join them on stage.

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Yuri had already started working at the lounge for a month, and she was a very hard-working and diligent worker. Even though it was her first time waitressing, she did a very good job. She was very jovial with the customers, and her service was fantastic. So naturally she got a lot of tips from the customers. There were even customers asking for her specifically to serve them!

Yuri enjoyed working at the lounge, as her 5 bosses were very amicable, and mixed around a lot with all their staff. They didn't draw a very stern line between employer and employee. All the staff loved them a lot. Yuri was also very close to them. Especially to Yoochun, whom always seemed to be helping her out whenever she had trouble at work. And since he was the only one she knew before she was employed, naturally she would speak to him more than to the others. He treated her much like how an elder brother would protect a younger sister. And she was very grateful to him for looking out for her.

Her bosses also had regular fans who would come every night to watch them sing, decked in dressy black suits with the in-house live band. In Yuri eyes, she couldn't believe how her bosses whom looked as handsome as angels from heaven, and probably filthily rich, be as down-to-earth as they were. Performing every night without fail, when they could have just hired someone else to do it. From other staff, she managed to know that her bosses loved to sing, and were buddies since young, so they decided to open this lounge together.

She loved to listen to them sing too. Their voices were so heavenly together in harmony. It melted her heart everytime she heard them sing ballads, and goose pimples would spread throughout her skin. If she wasn't serving at that point in time, she would be seen hiding in a corner humming along to their songs.

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One night after closing hours, Yuri was clearing the trash out the in back alley...

Ryu: Yuri...

Yuri (surprised): Ryu-oppa... How come you're here?

Yuri threw the trash into the dump, and walked over to Ryu. Ryu was her boyfriend. She knew him from school, and they had already been been dating for a few weeks.

Ryu (smiling): I came to check out your workplace, as well as to accompany you back home... Are you off work already?

Yuri (smiling embarrassedly): I'm almost done... Just let me go change out of my uniform first...

Yuri led Ryu back into the lounge. Yoochun was just walking out of the dressing room and saw them walking back in hand in hand.

Yoochun: Yuri... Not going off yet?

Yuri (turning around to face him): Oh... Yoochun-oppa... I'm going off soon... Just gotta change out of my uniform first... This is my boyfriend Ryu... Ryu... this is one of my bosses Yoochun... Can you guys chat first while I go change?

Yoochun & Ryu (in unison): No problem...

Moments later...

Yuri came out of the changing room and both of them left hand in hand after bidding their goodbyes to Yoochun. Yoochun's eyes followed them as they left. Yuri was smiling so blissfully at Ryu. It was obvious that she was totally in love with him. An uncomfortable pang of disappointment hit him.

Yoochun's thoughts: She's already taken...

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A few months later...

Customer (angrily): WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU IDIOT!!!! THIS IS AN EXPENSIVE SUIT!!! GET LOST!!!

Everyone looked over at the commotion. The angry customer shoved Yuri aside and she fell onto the floor. She had accidentally poured too much wine into the glass, and it had overflowed out onto the customer's clothes. She was trying to apologise and clean up the clothes at the same time, but the customer was so angry that he had shoved her aside. The manager came to try to appease the customer, but he was still railing away at Yuri, who was still bowing away apologetically when she's still on the floor.

Yunho (calmly): Sir please calm down. I apologize on behalf of my staff, and we'll serve you a fresh bottle of red wine on the house. Please send us the bill for your cleaning expenses, we'd be glad to compensate you for it.

Yunho, Changmin, Junsu, Jaejoong and Yoochun had came over to try to appease the customer upon hearing the commotion from backstage. Yoochun and Junsu was helping Yuri up while the rest tried to calm the angry customer and distract the rest of the customers from the scene.

Customer: THAT'S BETTER! You guys should REALLY fire this clumsy waitress...

Yuri heard the customer's comment and her eyes were starting to wet.

Yoochun (concernedly): Yuri, are you okay?

Yuri nodded, and mutedly started clearing up the mess, before taking the stuff back to the kitchen. The guys walked back to backstage, to get ready to go on stage to perform.

Junsu: You should go talk to Yuri. She seems out of sorts...

Changmin: Yeah... And she's been making quite a number of mistakes recently...

Jaejoong: Maybe she's too stressed at school or at home... You should go talk to her... Since you're the closest to her...

Yoochun: I wonder if something's wrong...


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Yuri was clearing the trash as usual in the back alley. And Ryu came by again. He came to ask her money. In fact, he had been asking Yuri for money for the past few weeks. Yuri was really tight-up after lending him the money, since she needed it for her own school fees and expenses.

Yuri: I don't have anymore spare cash Ryu... I don't even have enough to pay for my meals this month....

Ryu (angrily): GO ASK YOUR HANDSOME BOSSES FOR AN ADVANCE!!!

Yuri: I can't... I...

On hearing that Yuri was unable to give him any money, and Ryu grabbed Yuri by her hair, slapped her on her face, and shoved her to the ground. Yoochun had heard the commotion from backstage and came out to see what was happening. He rushed to help Yuri up when he saw her on the floor crying.

Ryu (sarcastically): Then get yourself a SUGAR DADDY... for example like this one over HERE.... I'm sure he'll be MORE than happy to obliged...

Yuri: Ryu-oppa... please... don't involve Yoochun-oppa in this... I'll give you the money as soon as I can...

Ryu (threateningly): You'd better... Or you'll get hell from me...

Ryu turned to leave. Yoochun stood up and grabbed him. When Ryu turned over, Yoochun threw a punch at his face, throwing Ryu off-guard and he stumbled onto the ground.

Ryu (infuriated): ARE YOU MAD??!!!!

Yoochun (calmly): THIS is for YOU hitting a woman...

Yoochun walked over to Ryu and grabbed him by his collar, and he threw another punch at his face. By this time, Ryu was already spitting blood from his mouth.

Yoochun (calmly): THAT is for YOU insulting Yuri... Now... SCRAM... and don't EVER DARE to come back HERE or to harass Yuri... Or YOU'D get HELL from ME...

Ryu scrambled onto his feet and dashed off into the night.

Yoochun (turning his attention back to Yuri): Are you okay?

Yuri (sadly): Yeah... I'm fine... Thanks for all your help... Throughout this time that I'm here... I guess I should pack my things now...

Yoochun (grabbing Yuri's arm): No... Who said that you're leaving? You're not going anywhere dongsaeng... You're STILL on contract with Dong Bang Se Gye...

Yuri (surprised): You're not firing me?

Yoochun: Nope... We're not... We're kind of worried for you in fact... Is anything wrong?

Yuri's tears fell from her eyes. Her pent-up emotions overflowed finally. She had been suffering for weeks, with no one to talk to. Ryu had shown his real colours after dating her for a month. He started asking her for money. And Yuri loaned it to him unconditionally. But he never gave her the money back. Once she saw him out with another girl from her school. And when she confronted him, he pretended to not know her. He was a player out for a fling, but Yuri wasn't. So he openly ditched her for the other girl in her school. But what was worst was that he still had the audacity to ask her for money and when she refused, he would hit her till she did. She had given her money to Ryu, and she had not enough for food after paying for her school fees and expenses. She was in immense emotional and physical pain and sorrow. Topped with pressure from school, her grades were slipping, and her health was deteriorating due to malnutrition. That's why her work performance was also worsening. She was too depressed to put on a smiling face to all the customers anymore. With poor work performance, her tips also lessened. It was all a vicious cycle dragging her further and further into the dark whirlpool of depression.

Yoochun pulled Yuri into his arms and hugged her to console her, patting her back soothingly to calm her down.

Yoochun: It's alright now... He won't come and bother you anymore... It's over...

That night, Yuri cried on Yoochun's shoulder till no more tears came out...

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A week after...

Business was as usual at Dong Bang Se Gye. But tonight business was extremely slow. There wasn't many customers at all. Just a few couples who didn't order much. It was SO weird. The staff were all resting in the back, and Yuri was cleaning glasses in the bar. Her bosses were preparing to perform as usual, even though there were no customers.

The song started...

It was a new ballad that Yuri had not heard before...

[Yoochun] Sexy lover.. Can't take my eyes off you whenever I'm next to you
No reason, just that happy smile.. Yeah
[Jaejoong] (Such beauty that cannot be compared)
[Yunho] Because you're so perfect from the tip of your head all the way to your toes and,
([Junsu] I love you)
You have taken away all of my soul

*[All] Hey, girl When you're by my side I am complete as a man
You can have the energy, the world in front of me is fair
Hey, girl (Hey, girl) You can plant the last of our love
Never change now
With me, Eternally..

The lyrics were hopelessly sweet...
The usual shower of goose pimples on Yuri's skin formed when Yoochun sang the first line...
It was unusual that she was up in the front when they performed, as she was always serving or hiding in some dark corner humming away. Now that she managed to see them perform from the front, she understood why their female fans were always breathless and hopelessly mesmerized by them...
Decked in dressy black suits, tall, handsome, and talented...
Singing love songs to you...
Which girl in her right mind wouldn't want them for her own?
Even the customers (in pairs) watching the performance were cuddling up in such a dreamy, and romantic ambience...

Yoochun noticed Yuri watching them and walked towards her to lead her out onto the stage...

Yuri (embarrassed): What are you doing?

Yoochun: Don't worry... Just come with me...

Yuri resisted slightly but obliged unwillingly, as Yoochun was so insistent.

Once they were at the centerstage, they were singing the lines...

[Changmin] The words I want to tell you, a man's heart has only one love
[Yunho] (You can't erase the remnants)
[Junsu] Come inside my heart, you have become every part of me
[Yoochun] (Even my eyes, my steps)
[Junsu] Because I only look at you Hey, girl

Yoochun took Yuri's hand and looked at her when he sang....

*[All] Hey, girl When you're by my side I am complete as a man
You can have the energy, the world in front of me is fair
Hey, girl (Hey, girl) You can plant the last of our love
Never change now
With me, Eternally..

[Junsu] The people who say there is no such thing as an everlasting love
Those that don't even have that kind of confidence
[Jaejoong] In one's life, If true love comes, when that time comes I will know Girl
[Changmin] The one that can take Part of my heart


Yoochun: Yuri-ah... You've already taken part of my heart... So... will you give me a part of yours too?

Yuri stared at Yoochun in shock. She'd never thought of Yoochun this way before, cos he was her boss still no matter what. But she did admit that she loved spending time with him. And he was always there for her when she was in trouble, protecting her from harm. Her mind flash-backed to a moment not long ago, remembering how angry he was, when he is hardly a short-tempered person, and actually punch Ryu because of her. And hugging her for so long, comforting her through her most depressed moments...

[All] Hey, girl I cannot tell where the end of your universe comes
Your eyes that are like the deep ocean along with a small cosmos,

The crowd cheered Yoochun on, while Yunho, Jaejoong, Junsu and Changmin continued singing. Yoochun looked lovingly into Yuri's eyes and waited for Yuri's answer patiently, though his heart was pounding like crazy. He was worried that she might reject him since it's so recent from her break-up with Ryu.

[All] Hey, girl (Hey, girl) There is nothing to fear when you're by my side
There is nothing I need anymore
My dear..

Yuri: Yoochun-oppa... I...


Female Customer (screaming excitedly): SAY YES!!! SAY YES!!!

Both Yuri and Yoochun looked over at the customer and smiled embarrassingly. The customer's boyfriend pulled her back down to his side and bowed apologetically at his girlfriend's sudden outburst.

Yoochun: Don't feel pressured to agree now... I can still wait... Since I've already waited so long...

What did he mean by that? Did he like her for some time already? Yuri shook her head. Yoochun's heart almost stopped. Was she saying no?

Yuri: No...

Yoochun's heart fell. She was really rejecting him. He let go of her hand reluctantly.

Yuri (grabbing Yoochun's hand shyly): Yoochun-oppa... I meant... I don't want to make you wait anymore...

Yoochun's eyes lit up. There was still hope.

[All] Hey, girl When you're by my side I am complete as a man

Yuri: My answer is...

[All] You can have the energy, the world in front of me is fair

Yuri: Yes...

[All] Hey, girl (Hey, girl) You can plant the last of our love

Yoochun smiled and leaned towards Yuri, planting a soft kiss on her lips.

[All] Never change now

Yoochun (smiling lovingly at Yuri): Yuri-ah... I love you...


[All] With me, Eternally..

Yuri (smiling shyly back at Yoochun and blushing): Yoochun-oppa... I love you too...

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please listen to TVXQ's "Hey! Girl" while you read this...
it's my rendition of a music video for that song...
pity they never made a music video for it...

the red, italic, bold lines are translated lyrics from the song...
imagine those parts being sang while the plot unfolds...

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Other fan fics we've written so far...
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Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹 [Completed]

Love in the ice [Completed]

[One-Shot] Yours Only ♥ あなたのだけ ♥ 너의 것 전용 [Completed]

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[One-Shot] Yours Only ♥ あなたのだけ ♥ 너의 것 전용



Never believed in miracles, till I met you...

Never believed in angels, till I saw you...
Never believed in love, till I knew you...

The thing about love is...
It loves to hit you when you least expect it...
The MORE you YEARN for it...
The FURTHER it HIDES from you...
But...
The LESS you CRAVE for it...
The HARDER it HITS you...
And leaves you struggling to breathe...

I remember being such a boyish and plain bookworm when we first met...
It was a stormy night at my favourite cafe. I was relaxing with a random girly novel, sipping away contentedly at one of the tables, when you stormed noisily into the cafe suddenly, catching everyone's attention with your shocking blonde hair, biker leather jacket, torn jeans and black leather boots. You were hiding from the storm it seemed, as your jacket was drenched and dripping wet. It left a wet trail as you walked stylishly over to the counter and ordered a coffee casually. Leaving a dishevelled waitress in your wake, she was totally mesmerized by you and had seemed to almost forgotten to breathe or close her gaping mouth.

I sat and observed from the safety of my table, and grinned slightly when I saw the waitress' face. That was when I realized that you were actually walking towards my direction. Hurriedly, I dove back to my book. From the corner of my eyes, I noticed that you've sat down a table away from me and started taking off your jacket and dried yourself with loads of paper napkins.

I stayed till closing hour, but the rain was still pouring heavily. I stood outside the cafe door staring at the rain. You stepped out too, and we both stood standing there looking up at the sky. I opened my umbrella and was starting to walk off, but when I looked back you were still standing there staring at the rain...

Me: Excuse me...

You turned your face to look at me quizzically.

Me: Do you need an umbrella?

You: Yeah... But...

Me (interrupting you): We can share mine if you don't mind... I'll...

You (jutting in): I'm riding a motorbike... So...

Me (embarrassed): I see... You don't hold umbrellas and ride at the same time... It's silly... I'll take my leave then... Good night...

I turned to walk off hurriedly towards the metro station. Totally embarrassed by my blunder. You were in biker gear... AND holding a helmet... HOW can I miss that?!!! I'm such a blur queen...

A black motorbike whizzed in front of me abruptly, interrupting my thoughts. I tried to stop, but clumsily tripped backwards instead, dropping the umbrella onto the road in my shock. The biker rushed off his bike and ran over to me. Lifting the visor over the helmet up, I saw the most beautiful pair of eyes that I've ever seen in my life staring back at me with concern. I admit it, I was totally taken... I fell for those eyes immediately... It was love at first sight... Literally...

You (concerned): Are you alright?

I nodded. You helped me up and got my umbrella back, which was already flooded by the rain and was still dripping water when you held it over me.

You (passing a helmet to me): Hop on... I'll give you a ride home...

Frankly speaking, I didn't know for sure that it was you behind that helmet, cos you didn't remove your helmet...
But when I had time to observe you while seated behind you in the bike. I recognized your clothes.

My first time initiating a conversation with a stranger...
My first time sharing an umbrella with a stranger...
My first time riding on a motorbike...
My first time sitting so close to someone from the opposite sex...
My first time hugging someone from the opposite sex...
You stole many of my first times that night...
I should had been mad at you...
But then...
You also stole my heart...
With those beautiful and soulful eyes of yours...
However, you gave me a greater shock by returning my love with yours...

On our first date, you gave me another shock by dyeing your hair to jet black, and even wore the most casual stuff you had. But even in your dressed down state, there were girls being mesmerized and taken by you as you walked by. They whispered and pointed at the mismatched me beside you. I pretended to smile to make you happy. It was our first date. I didn't want to make you unhappy. I was supposed to be enjoying myself. But I felt unbearably uncomfortable in my boyish and plain self walking beside you. Didn't the way I look embarrass you? For someone who could have any girl he wanted, plain ol' me seemed an incredibly out-of-this-world choice.

On our next date, I tried my best to dress up nicely for you, with make-up and hair all specially done up. But still there were critics commenting rather loudly about me as we strolled along the streets, with you holding my hand tightly in yours. Despite feeling uneasy, I pretended to be enjoying our date for your sake. I held on tight to your hand for support, as it gave me warmth and kept me feeling safe.

You brought me to the Han River at the end of the day to watch the sunset. While sitting on the grass and watching the river view, my mind was wandering off to the bad comments I'd been hearing the entire day. You leaned over to me and pushed away some stray hairs from my face. I turned to look at you, forcing a smile.

You: It's ok if you don't dress up, I love you just the way you are. To me, you're the most beautiful girl that I've ever met...

You leaned closer and planted a soft kiss on my forehead before pulling away to look at me.

My tears were falling uncontrollably upon hearing you say those words...
Those words that gave me confidence...
Those words that I could depend on to get me through even the most trying ordeals...

Me (choking from crying): I...

You (lovingly): It's okay... You don't need to say anything... I understand...

Your hands reached my face, wiping away the tears from my face.

You: Don't cry, my love... I'll always be here for you by your side... Don't forget...

You tilted my head up to face you. I tried hard to blink back my overflowing tears, but they kept escaping from my eyes.
Then...
You leaned forward...
And...
Quietly...
Unknowingly...
Stole another of my first times...
My first kiss...

I remembered how excited you looked when you told me about your dream...
The dream to fill the whole world with your own music...
Music without boundaries or limits...
Music that can reach out and touch everyone's hearts...
There wasn't much that I could do to help you with...
I could only listen to, encourage and cheer you on by staying by your side...

I never told you this...
But...
To me...
My dream had already come true...
Cos you were my dream...
My only dream...
I didn't wish for anything else anymore...

But...

Never would I foresee that our dreams would clash like fire and water...
It was either one or the other...
They could not coexist together...
Your company refused to sign a contract with you unless you were single. And you were not allowed to date with your contractual period. I know you struggled with this. And fought hard to remove this condition in your contract, but it was no use. Both of us knew it.
I became an obstacle to my beloved's dream...
We HAD to part...
It was the ONLY WAY for your dream to come true...
I had to leave you...

I didn't know how your life went on after I left. But everyday was a painful day for me, as almost everywhere that I went reminded me constantly of you, even though I was in a different country. It was like dejavu EVERY SINGLE DAY... I had to cry myself to sleep every night...

Returning a year later, the streets were plastered with your images. Your hair was back to blonde. I wasn't surprised. It made your bad boy style look more alluring. Fangirls were screaming while taking pictures of your billboards everywhere. But the beautiful eyes that I fell in love with exuded a sad bitterness that made my heart ache when I looked at them...

Maybe you really ARE an angel...
MY guardian angel...
Or it's a miracle...
Or our hearts are linked...
And you heard my cry for help...
Otherwise...
How could you had known that I was in danger and came to my rescue?

Late one night after work, I was walking home and there were a group of punks defacing a public wall while I was walking by. I had already tried VERY hard to ignore them, and walked as FAST as my legs could take me without attracting their attention. But they still saw me and gathered around me blocking my way. It was late, and no one was on the streets. I was terrified. I'd already given them ALL my valuables. But they still wanted more...

Me (crying helplessly in my heart): Help me...

I can still remember the pain when they sliced my arm repeatedly with their knives. Tears kept falling from my eyes from the pain... I was so scared I didn't even dare to fight back. I kept telling myself as long as they don't kill me... Or do anything worst... I can still live to see you for another day... This pain is nothing... It's nothing... My blood kept flowing and flowing together with my tears...

You (angrily): WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!!!! LET HER GO!!!

All of us looked over at you when you shouted. You got off your motorbike, and started running over to us. I stared you in shock. How did you know where I was? How did you know I was in danger? The punks got up to block you from getting to me. Before I knew it, there was already a knife on my throat... The punks were antagonized... It wasn't safe anymore... Not for me... And DEFINITELY not for you...

Me (choking from tears and fear): GO.... DON'T COME OVER... DON'T... COME... LEAVE... LEAVE... LEAVE!!!

SAVE YOURSELF...
You just got your dream. I didn't want anything to happen to destroy it. I just wanted you to be safe and happy. Nothing else mattered to me anymore. I already saw you again. It was sufficient. I was contented...

I didn't remember what happened next, I just remembered holding onto the punk's hand with the knife as tightly as I could even though my hands were already covered with cuts. I couldn't let them do anything worst to you. The next thing I knew my world had already gone black. The last image I saw was you looking at me from where you were standing.

When I woke, I was in the hospital ward covered in bandages. Alone. I didn't see you anywhere. Did you already leave? My heart ached with that thought in my mind. I was the one to ask you to leave. So there really wasn't any reason that you'd still be around. You were already kind enough to send me here. What more could I ask for?

You: You're awake?

You were standing at the doorway in patient uniform, with a bandage over your arm, bruises on your face, and cut on your lips.

You got hurt...
And it's all my fault...

Me (apologetically): I'm so sorry... Does it hurt?

You smiled and walked over to my bedside, and sat down beside me. You took my hand in yours gently.

You (sternly): Are you kidding me? Of cos it hurts!

Me (looking down sadly): Sorry... it's all my fault...

You tilted my head up to face you.

You (painfully): Of cos it hurts... It hurts to see you injured so badly, and I could do nothing to ease your pain...

My eyes opened wide in surprise.

Me: I meant your wounds... not mine... mine are... not important...

You (interrupting): Who says that you're not important?!!! You're the most important person in my life!!! How can my heart not ache seeing you hurt so badly?

Those few weeks in the hospital were the happiest days for me eversince we parted...
You visited me everyday without fail and kept me company till the nurses insisted that you went back to your ward when the visiting hours were over. When you were finally discharged, you still came everyday.

AND...

you dyed your hair back to black...

It was like black hair was the real you, and the blonde hair one was your alter-ego...
Or mask to hide the real you from the world...
Cos you always told me that you could be yourself fully when you were with me, and not have to hide anything or pretend to be somebody else...

On my day of discharge, you didn't come like usual. I was curious and worried. But when I called your mobile, there was also no response. Days went by and I kept trying to contact you, but there was no news at all. It was like you had disappeared. Without a trace...

A month later I saw you in a car on the streets. Your hair was back to blonde. I tried to catch your attention, but when you saw me from the car. You just looked away. Like I was a stranger. Like I didn't exist. From then on you never took my calls or called me at all. I didn't know what had happened. But you seemed to have changed overnight. Did you forget what you told me already? Or did you just not love me anymore?

I tried to get my life back on track again after this second heartbreak. But it was much harder than before. Everytime I saw the scars the punks left on my body, they reminded me of how you saved me, and then abandoned me... The cut you left in my heart was so much deeper than what they had done to me. I was bleeding inside. Slowly but surely losing all my smiles and vitality to sorrow and depression...

I was crossing the road one day in my half-zombie state, when a car sped towards the crossing and didn't stop. When I actually came out of my daze and saw it coming, somewhere in my heart I really wanted it to run me down and cease my pain. But then out of nowhere, I was pushed aside. I looked over at the car as a loud crash was heard.

Me: NO!!!!!!!!!!!

I ran over to your side. You had pushed me out of the car's way. I didn't know how. I didn't know why.

Me (sobbing): Why did you do that???!!!! Are you okay??? Can you hear me????!!!

You (weakly): I'm sorry... I... didn't... mean... to... ignore... you... But... my... company... threatened... to.... harm... you... if... I... continued... to... be... with... you...

Me (sobbing): It doesn't matter... I trust you... Don't talk so much... Save your energy...

My shaking hands tried to stop you from talking too much but to save your energy to keep yourself conscious. But my tears couldn't stop falling.

You (breathing weakly): Can't... keep... promise... anymore... Can't... stay... by... your... side... anymore... But... don't... forget... I... will... always... love... you....

Me: I love you too... Don't leave me... Please... Please...

Your beautiful eyes fluttered and closed.

Me: NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!!

I held onto you and cried incessantly while waiting for the ambulance that never came in time. I kissed your cold lips...

Blink...
Smell it...
And feel it...
Open... open your eyes...
Just look at me now...
You were everything in the world to me

My beloved...
I will dedicate this love to you
You will continue to live on in my heart eternally
I will be loving you forever within the time that continues endlessly
I will hold your dream in my heart and live on
Until the day we meet someday, within the time that continues endlessly
I'll never say good-bye
Even if you are reborn, nothing will change and I will love you endlessly...

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Author's notes:
Wrote this while totally bawling my eyes out at some time in point, I don't know, but I do start crying when I wrote scenes that are too depressing... Which means I am depressing myself while I write them...

I wrote this one-shot from the first-person's viewpoint, with Jaejoong in mind as the male lead (You) and the reader will be (I)...

It will feel like a letter to one's deceased lover...
Inspired by one of Jaejoong's fave Japanese songs at the moment M-flo's "Yours Only"...
Please read the lyrics and listen to the song as you read the fan-fic...
It'll give you a totally different feel...

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m-flo - Yours Only
Romaji & English translation by: cori
Thanks to Ryu for the help. ^^
Please listen to track while reading, it can be heard here.

Yarikirenai hi ni mo anata wa soba ni ite
Yawarakai kuuki de tsutsunde kureta
Sonna yasashii anata ga
Totsuzen sugiru hodo subete wo nokosu you ni
Kono yo wo satta
Even on the unbearable days, you were by my side
You wrapped me up with a tender atmosphere
Your gentle self has passed away so suddenly that it's like everything remains
but you left this world.

Kokochiyokute hoka ni wa nai shiawase to
Wakariaeru utsukushisa wo oshiete kureta anata ni
You taught me comfortable, incomparable happiness &
the beauty of being able to understand each other

* I will dedicate this love to you
Anata wa kono kokoro no naka de eien ni ikitsuzukeru
Mugen ni tsuzuku toki no naka de itsumademo ai shite iru kara
I'll never say good-bye
I will dedicate this love to you
You will continue to live on in my heart eternally
I will be loving you forever within the time that continues endlessly
I'll never say good-bye

"Kazaranakutemo ii arinomama no kimi wo
Ai shita n dakara" to hanashiteta yo ne
Sono kotoba tayori ni donna tsurai koto mo
Jishin wo motte norikoerareru...
"It's ok if you don't dress up,
I love you just the way you are," you said
I have confidence that those words I depended on
can get me through even the trying things

Sarigenakute totemo shizen na katachi de
Shinjiaeru subarashisa wo oshiete kureta anata ni
With a casual & very spontaneous form
you taught me the wonderfulness of being able to believe in each other

** I will dedicate this life to you
Watashi wa anata no yume wo mune ni daite ikite yuku
Mugen ni tsuzuku toki no naka de itsuka meguriau sono hi made
I'll never say good-bye
I will dedicate this love to you
I will hold your dream in my heart and live on
until the day we meet someday, within the time that continues endlessly
I'll never say good-bye

Tatoe umarekawattemo
Nani mo kawaranai soshite kagirinaku anata wo ai suru
Even if you are reborn,
nothing will change & I will love you endlessly

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Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹 [Completed]

Love in the ice [Completed]


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