Wednesday, February 27, 2008

What's Your Love Style?




Your Love Style is Agape



You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.

Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.

You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.

Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.

For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.



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专属天使の悪戯なKiss m(~_~)m & Tedheads

Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹 [Completed]


Love in the ice

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Your Five Variable Love Profile




Your Five Variable Love Profile



Propensity for Monogamy:



Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.



Experience Level:



Your experience level is low.

You've probably either had only one relationship..

Or all of your relationships have been very similar.

You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try!



Dominance:



Your dominance is medium.

You tend to be the one with more power.

You aren't a total control freak in relationships..

But of course you don't mind getting you way!



Cynicism:



Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.



Independence:



Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.



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专属天使の悪戯なKiss m(~_~)m & Tedheads

Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹 [Completed]


Love in the ice

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Love in the ice - Chapter 1

Chapter 1: First Encounter

Jaejoong, Junsu and Yunho are cousins. Their parents own a large corporation involved in talent management, so they are often not around. As a compensation, they bought another bungalow for the three guys in the high-class neighbourhood where they stayed at so they guys could keep each other company when they are not around. All three of them studies at a prestigious school that is nearby their home.

Junsu and Yunho are siblings. Yunho being the hyung, and Junsu the dongsaeng. Yunho was a very namja guy, who likes to lead in everything he does. He is very much a traditional and conservative male chauvinist for his age. Junsu in contrast is a very sensitive new age guy, who prefers to do whatever is the less obtrusive option, and is often bullied or teased by Yunho. He is usually the one following whatever his Yunho-hyung decides on.

Jaejoong is their cousin. Sporting a full head of blonde hair and his fair skin, Jaejoong is very much like a Snow or Ice Prince. He looks very unapproachable and cold. Some will find him cool and suave. As he never speaks much around strangers. He only speaks to Junsu and Yunho, and no one else. Anyone who tries to make conversation with him will get a nonchalant stare from him, before he walks away unperturbed, leaving you behind.

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In the very same neighbourhood...

Yining and Yiting are siblings. Their parents too like the guys are busy working, and hardly stay at home. They have been neighbours with Junsu and Yunho since young. And so they know them very well. But for Jaejoong, since he hardly speaks to anyone except Junsu and Yunho. Yining ang Yiting are not as close to him. The sisters are pampered since young by their parents, but they do not act like spoilt brats to others. In fact they are quite generous and kind to their friends.

When the new school term is about to start, Yining and Yiting's older cousin Jaein moves in with them as she manages to get a place to teach in their school as a trainee teacher.

Jaein is an orphan. Her parents passed away in a yachting accident when she was still studying in university. She is also rich like the rest, as her parents had left her a considerable sum of money as her inheritance, being the only child, on top of their insurance claim. But she chose to live simply alone in a rented loft apartment, and work to get her own money, leaving her parent's company in the hands of the management.

And since the school she was sent to teach at was close to her cousins' house, she decided she should move there to stay with them until it's time to go...

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Jaein stood in front of Yining and Yiting's bungalow, looking at it as her mind wandered off...

Jaein's thoughts: It's been so long since I've been here... In fact I can't even remember when I last visited the girls...

*SPLASH*

A splash of water onto Jaein's body interupted her thoughts.

Jaein: HEY!!! WHAT THE!!!

Jaein looked over and saw a silver convertible drive away from her, leaving her drenched. She ran after it shouting angrily.

Jaein: HEY YOU!!!! STOP THE CAR!!! STOP!!!

Junsu looked back from the back of the car and noticed Jaein running after the car.

Junsu: Jaejoong-hyung, I think there's someone calling us...

Jaejoong: Is it?

Jaejoong looked up at the rear-view mirror and took a glimpse. He saw Jaein running towards the car. He eased the car into the side of the road and pulled the brake.

Jaein saw the car stop and ran like crazy to it. She was panting when she reached it, holding to the side of the car as she tried to gain her breath back.

Junsu (concernedly): Gwenchanayo? What is it? Why did you ask us to stop the car?

Jaein (panting): You... You...

Yunho (calmly): Gwenchana... Take your time... Catch your breath first...

Jaein nodded her head and took a few deep breaths to calm herself down.

Jaein: Look at what you did!!! You drove into a puddle and splashed all the water onto me!!!

The two of them looked at her drenched state, and messy hair (from running), and looked at each other. She certainly did not fit in the neighbourhood, more like some random passer-by walking around to admire the houses.

Junsu: Mianhamnida... Hyung probably didn't see you...

Jaein: Didn't see me!!! How is that possible?!!! I was standing there!!! Not sitting down on the road!!!

Yunho: Mianhamnida...

Jaejoong (nonchalantly, not even looking once at Jaein): Just give the homeless person some money and get over with it...

Jaein's eyes opened wide with anger.

Yunho: Mianhamnida... But we're really running late for school... Why don't we pay for your clothes?

Jaein: Gwenchana... You don't have to do that... I don't want your money... AND I'm NOT a homeless person... I just would like the driver to apologise for his reckless behaviour...

Jaein glared at Jaejoong, who kept his eyes fixed on the road, and still not looking at Jaein. There was an awkward silence as Junsu and Yunho looked at Jaein and Jaejoong, and back at each other.

Junsu: Erm... Hyung...

Jaejoong: I'm not doing it... She doesn't even belong here anyway... She's trespassing... If she doesn't want the money, then let's go...

Jaejoong started the engine and drove off, leaving Jaein drenched and fuming.

Jaein's thoughts: What an inconsiderate idiot!!! How can he drive away like nothing's happened when it's all his fault that I'm totally drenched!!!

Jaein walked back to the bungalow and pressed the doorbell. The housekeeper came and opened the door for her. Shocked by her drenched state, and ushered her into the house to get a bath and change into clean and dry clothes before she caught a cold.

When Jaein got out of her room, her cousins were already chilling on her bed waiting for her.

Yining & Yiting: Jaein-unnie!!!

They rushed up from her bed and hugged her.

Jaein: Woah... girls... you're squashing your unnie...

Yining: Hwanyong hamnida to our home!!! Isn't this like when we used to have sleepovers when we were younger?

Jaein: Ne... Kamsa hamnida for having me stayover... It's really nice of your parents...

Yiting: Hey... It's OUR house... We have equal say over it...

Jaein: You girls... Your parents are not in?

Yiting: Ne... They're away on business... That's how things are usually here...

Jaein: You miss them don't you?

Yining: Well they gotta work to get money for their precious daughters to spend... So...

Jaein: Ha ha ha... Spendthrifts... You two...

Yiting: You can too if you wanted, you know... Your parents left so much for you... You shouldn't have to lift a finger to work...

Jaein (smiles slightly): Araso... But I want to earn my own keep... They've already paid so much to bring me up... I want to work to earn money to repay them back... But... Too bad they can't stick around long enough to let me...

Yiting (hugs Jaein): Unnie...

Jaein: Gwenchana... Just let me unpack now... Or I won't have time tomorrow, when school starts...

Yining: Ne... We'll help you... Where's all your luggages?

Jaein: Yeogi...

Jaein pointed at the two large suitcases that she brought with her.

Yiting: Where's the rest? They didn't bring them up for you?

Jaein: Anio... This is all I have...

Yining & Yiting: WHAT??!!!!

Jaein: Ne.... This is all I have...

Yining (opening her suitcases and rummaging through her stuff): You have so few clothes?

Jaein: Ne... I told you I use my own money... So I don't spend a lot on things I don't need... I still have to pay for my rent you know...

Yining (grabs Jaein's hand): Unnie... Kajang...

Yining pulled Jaein out of her room.

Jaein: Where are we going?

Yining: Shopping... We'll need to get you more clothes... Can't have you wearing the same clothes everyday to work right?!!!! The students will mock you!!!

Jaein: But I don't have a lot of...

Yining: Ara unnie... We'll pay for them... Just treat it as a gift from us for you becoming a trainee teacher...

Jaein: But I...

Yiting: No buts... You make dinner for us later... I miss your cooking... I'm already hungry thinking of it... Yum yum...

Jaein: Ne... Araso...

Yiting and Yining dragged Jaein onto their car and their driver drove them off shopping for clothes.

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专属天使の悪戯なKiss m(~_~)m

Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

Rainbow 彩虹 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Love in the ice - Foreword



This story involves characters:
HERO YoungWoong JaeJoong (영웅재중 or 英雄在中)
XIAH Xiah JunSu (시아준수 or 细亚俊秀)
U-KNOW U-know YunHo (유노윤호 or 瑜卤允浩)

Also including: Jaein, Yining & Yiting (fictional characters)

The title is Love in the Ice because in this fan-fic, Jaejoong will be a very cold and anti-social kind of person. Like how he behaved in the beginning when they debut. But his hair will be blonde like O days... The rest of the members will stay true to their personalities...

The Dong Bang boys are cousins in this story, living in a high-class neighbourhood. Yining and Yiting are siblings, and their older cousin Jaein moves in with them when she manages to get a place to teach in their school.

The two Jaes meet each other on the first day Jaein moves in, and gets off to a bad start, with Jaein detesting Jaejoong's cold demeanour, which she dismisses as a hopeless attempt to act cool... And Jaejoong... Well I don't know what he thinks about her... He's supposed to be REALLY cold and unapproachable... Like a Snow Prince...

Junsu and Yunho are siblings, who are interested in Yining and Yiting... As they have been neighbours since as long as they can remember... It just that they haven't taken things to the next level by dating yet...

I'm uploading it here to share with more TVXQ fans...

Please read the other fan fics I've written with Tedheads so far... They are posted here as well as on winglin.net...

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专属天使の悪戯なKiss m(~_~)m

Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹 [Completed]

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!

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Tuesday, February 5, 2008

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 - Chapter 1

Chapter 1: Ya, Junsu!!! Stop Disturbing Everyone!!!!!

After a night of partying, everyone was really tired. At around 9 in the morning, everyone was still in bed except for Junsu. Junsu was really excited that it was going to be games day for him. He woke up especially early. First, he went to wake his roommate, Micky.

Junsu: Ya Park Yoochun!!! Wake up!!!! The sun is already high up in the sky! Wake up!!!

Micky was reluctant to wake up. He used his pillow to cover his head.

Junsu: Ya, PARK YOOCHUN!!!!!!

Still no response from Micky.

Junsu (screaming into Micky's ears): YA, PARK YOOCHUN, THE HOUSE ON FIRE. WAKE UP!!!!!!

Micky (shocked): Huh? Fire!!!????

Micky jumped up from his bed, and went to the desk to grab his laptop and Ipod. Then, he headed straight for the exit.

Micky: Junsu, ya. Ppalii. We better go and inform the rest.

Seeing Micky's hilarious reaction, Junsu started to laugh really loudly until he was rolling on the floor as he was laughing.

Junsu: UE KYANG KYANG!!!!! UE KYANG KYANG!!!!! UE KYANG KYANG!!!!!

Just when Micky was about to leave the room, he realised something was not right. He was wondering why was Junsu laughing. He turned around and saw Junsu was laughing so hard that he fell to the ground.

Micky: Ya, KIM JUNSU!!!!!

Junsu: Wae? You look so funny. Your expression was really classic. UE KYANG KYANG!!!!! UE KYANG KYANG!!!!! UE KYANG KYANG!!!!!

Micky (angry) : Ya, KIM JUNSU!!!!! What are you trying to do? I'm sleeping. Don't you know that?

Junsu (looked at Micky innocently): I'm just wanted to wake you up. That's all. Don't you know how hard it is to wake you up?

That cute and innocent look that Junsu had on his face made it rather hard for Micky to stay mad at Junsu for long.

Micky: Sigh... But, why must you wake me up first? You can wake the rest and come to be last. I'm really tired from all the work I did yesterday. So, let me sleep longer alright?

Micky then placed his stuff back to its original place and went back to bed. But, Junsu was not very happy. He wanted Micky to help him in waking the rest up.

Just as Micky wanted to lie back down on his bed, Junsu immediately sat on the bed. Junsu placed his hands on Micky's back to prevent him from lying down.

Micky: YA, KIM JUNSU!!!! Can't you let me sleep in peace?

Junsu (looked at Micky innocently again): Can't we go and call the rest up together? You can go call Uknow-hyung and Max, and Jaejoong-hyung and Kiki, while I can go call Fifi and Theo. Please???? Pretty please???

Micky: Nope. I want to sleep.

Junsu went to Micky's laptop.

Junsu: Are you sure you want to continue sleeping?

Micky: Yeah.

Junsu: If you're not going to wake up, I'm going to delete all your songs that you've written.

Micky: Whatever, Kim Junsu. Can't you just let me sleep in peace?

Junsu: My finger is already on the delete keys. Are you sure, you're not going to wake up?

Micky: Yes. Do whatever you like.

Junsu hit the "delete" key, making a loud sound. Instantly, Micky jumped up from his bed and went to check if Junsu had really deleted his songs.

Micky (angrily): YA, KIM JUNSU!!! WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO????

Junsu: I didn't do anything.

Micky looked at his laptop, and realised that it was not even turned on.

Micky: Ya, you almost gave me a shock.

Junsu: So, are you awake now? Can we go and call the rest?

Micky: Alright, alright. You win.

Micky was afraid that Junsu would really do what he meant. Thus, Micky got up reluctantly and went to Jaejoong's and Kiki's room first. They were the easiest people to wake. He just had to knock on the door a few times and Kiki had already gotten up and came to the door. So without much effort, Micky had woken Kiki up. And left her to wake Jaejoong up. Then Jaejoong and Kiki woke up and started to prepare the breakfast for the rest. Then, he went into Uknow's and Max's room.

Micky: Hyung!! Max!! Wake up!!!!

Uknow (talk with his eyes closed): Why are we waking up so early? I'm tired.

Max (talk with his eyes closed): Yeah, hyung. Can't you let us sleep a little longer?

Micky: I'm sorry, guys. It's Junsu's idea to wake all of us up. I think he's really excited about his games. I, too, am a victim.

Max: Hyung, why don't we continue sleeping and ignore Junsu.

Uknow: Yeah. I don't know where did Junsu get all his energy to wake up that early.

Micky: We should just ignore him. Hyung, move a little so that I can share the bed with you.

Micky climbed into Uknow's bed. And, the 3 of them went off back to dreamland.

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*Knock Knock*

Junsu: Girls, are you awake yet?

No response.

Junsu: Fifi? Theo?

Still no response.

Junsu's POV: Are the girls still sleeping? Or they're trying to ignore me? Should I go into the room? Is it too rude for me to barge into a girls' room? There's Theo in the room, I think Uknow-hyung is going to be angry if I entered the room without his permission. But, if it is only Fifi's, I don't think it would be that bad. Maybe, I should go and ask Kiki to see if the girls are awake.

Junsu went to the kitchen to look for Kiki. Jaejoong and Kiki were already preparing breakfast.

Junsu: Kiki, could you do me a favour?

Kiki: Yes, Junsu?

Junsu: Can you help me to go into the girl's room to check if they're awake. It would be rude if I barge in. And, Uknow-hyung will definitely kill me.

Jaejoong: Junsu, can't you see that I'm preparing breakfast here for you guys with my jagiya? How can you ask your hyungsoo-nim to leave her jaji to help you?

Kiki: I won't take too long, Jaejoong. I'll be back ASAP. And, I'm the only yeoja here who is awake. You can't expect Junsu to go into the girls' room while they are sleeping right.

Jaejoong: But, you know it's really difficult to wake Fifi and Theo. And I'll miss you when you're gone.

Junsu (started to shiver): Hyung, can't you keep all these mushy stuff to yourselves? It's giving me the goose bumps.

Kiki: Jaejoong, this is the LAST warning to you. Better not call me jagiya in front of others anymore. Or, you will get it from me. Kajang, Junsu.

Kiki went off with Junsu to the girl's room.

Jaejoong (when Kiki's back was facing him): Araso... Jagiya...

Kiki immediately turned around, and started to walk back.

Kiki: What did you say?

Junsu: Kiki, can we call the girls first. You can deal with Hyung later. There's plenty of time.

Kiki: Jaejoong, you're going to get it from me later.

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Kiki opened the door of the girl's room and went in, leaving Junsu outside. The girls were still sleeping when Kiki entered the room. They were oblivious to Kiki's presence. Then, Kiki went out of the room.

Kiki: The girls are still sleeping. Do you need me to wake them up?

Junsu: You can try. But, I think it's going to be hard. That time I tried to wake Fifi up, but it took me quite a while.

Kiki: I think you can get Uknow to wake Theo up. Maybe, it would help. But, as for Fifi, I don't know...

Junsu (laughing to himself): Hmmm... I know what I'll do to wake Fifi up.

Kiki: Oh, okay. Then I'll leave u and U-Know to wake them up, I need to teach Jaejoong a lesson.

Kiki went back to the kitchen.

Junsu went to Uknow's and Max's room first before waking Fifi up. But, all he saw was Micky, Uknow and Max were in bed sleeping.

Junsu (screaming at the top of his voice): YA!!!! WHY ARE YOU GUYS SLEEPING????? YA PARK YOOCHUN!!!!! AREN'T YOU SUPPOSED TO WAKE THE REST UP????

Micky (awoken from his sleep): Huh?

The rest who were still deep in their sleep were awoken from their sleep.

Max: Hyung.... Can't you let us sleep?

Uknow: Yeah. It's still early.

Junsu: But, Jaejoong-hyung and Kiki are already up. They're preparing breakfast now.

Micky: Ya, Junsu. Can't you just let us sleep in peace?

Junsu: Park Yoochun, you sure you want to continue sleeping? What about your labtop amd the music in there?

Micky: Araso. I'll wake up.

Junsu (proud of himself): Good. Hyung, how about you? Are you going to wake up?

Uknow: Junsu ya, you can't threaten me with anything. I didn't bring my laptop or Ipod along.

Junsu (smiling to himself): Are you sure? What if I ask Theo to come over? Theo, you want to come in and call Uknow-hyung up?

Upon hearing the word "Theo", Uknow immediatley jump out of bed.

Uknow (anxious): Where's Theo? Theo, don't come in yet, I'm.... I'm.....

Junsu and Micky were laughing at Uknow. Uknow was prancing up and down the room, looking for the mirror to make sure he was not in a mess.

Uknow noticed something was amiss.

Uknow: Huh? Why are you guys laughing? Do I look very bad?

Micky: Erm.. Hyung, you can relax now. Theo is still in her room sleeping. It's Junsu who is playing a prank on you.

Uknow: KIM JUNSU!!!!

Junsu: Sorry, Hyung. If I didn't do that, I don't think you're going to wake up any time soon. Oh yeah. Hyung, can you go and call Theo?

Uknow: Is she still sleeping?

Junsu: Yeah. But, don't disturb Fifi. Let her sleep a bit longer alright?

Uknow: Ya, Junsu. You're really biased.

Micky: Don't you know?

Uknow (curious): What???!!!!!

Max, who was still sleeping, vaguely heard that there was going to be some juicy news. He immediately opened his eyes and sat up.

Max: Hyungs, how can you leave me out from the gossip. I wanna know.

Junsu's POV: Don't tell me that this Park Yoochun knows that I like Fifi? This is so embarrassing.

Micky: You guys really didn't notice anything "funny" going on between Junsu and Fifi?

Max and Uknow shook their head in unison. Both the guys were very curious to find out

Micky: Junsu likes Ffff.....

Junsu quickly went up to Micky, using his hands to cover Micky's mouth.

Max: Junsu-hyung, what are you doing? Micky-hyung haven't finished his sentence yet.

Junsu (sounded very anxious): Don't you know that Micky loves to joke around and sprout nonsense. So, don't take him seriously.

Uknow (stared intensely at Junsu): But, I don't think Micky is serious. He's not joking. Is there some secret that the both of you know but we don't?

Junsu(nervous): Erm.... Erm........ Nope.

Micky: Ya, Junsu. Can't you just be honest with all of us here?

Max: Yeah, Junsu-hyung. We promised to keep this a secret. Am I right?

Micky and Uknow: Yeah.

Micky: Never mind. I'll tell you guys. Uknow-hyung and Max, please keep Junsu away from me.


Uknow and Max each grabbed on to one side Junsu's arm.

Junsu: YA, PARK YOOCHUN! YOU BETTER NOT SAY ANY NONSENSE!!!

Micky: Junsu likes Fifi!

Max and Uknow let go of Junsu.

Max: What! Are you serious?

Micky: Yeah. I'm definite about that. Nobody could be as observant as me when it comes to such things.

Junsu: Aish! This is so embarrassing.....

Uknow: Junsu, ya. You need our help? We can all chip in.

Junsu: Erm..... I don't think so. I think it's better to let me handle this myself. Hyung, we still need to call the girls wake up, or else will not have enough time for my games. Ppalli!!!!

Junsu dragged Uknow out of the room and the both of them headed towards the girls' room.

Max and Micky(looked at each other): Sigh... Games again.

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Uknow sat on the edge of Theo's bed.

Uknow (tapped Theo lightly): Theo, wake up!

Theo: Huh? Later. I'm still tired.

Uknow: It's getting late.

Theo(used her blanket to cover her head): Uknow, just let me sleep a little longer please?

Uknow: Nope. Everyone's awake. You're the only one still sleeping.

Theo: I bet Fifi is still in her bed.

Uknow: Erm.... She's awake.

Theo: Really! But.... But... I'm really tired.

Uknow: Come on, Theo. Don't be a lazy bum. If you're not going to wake up, I'll just have to.... Heeeheeeee......

Theo: Whatever, Uknow.

Theo continued to sleep, ignoring Uknow.

Uknow: Are you sure?

No response from Theo.

Uknow got up from the bed, and lifted Theo up and placed her on his shoulders.

Theo (furious): JUNG YUNHO!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING??? PUT ME DOWN!!!!!

Theo was kicking furiously, hoping that she would be put down.

Uknow: Are you awake yet?

Theo: Yes, yes, yes.


Junsu, who was sitting on the edge of Fifi's bed, witnessed everything.

Junsu: Hyung, you're the namja.

Suddenly, Theo realised that Uknow and her were not the only ones in the room.

Theo (still kicking with all her might): Oh my. This is so embarrassing. Uknow, quick put me down. Or else you're going to get it from me.

Uknow: I'm not going to put you down. I'm going to bring you to the toilet for you to wash up. If not, you're going back to bed again. And, can you please stop kicking or else you're going to fall, and I'm not going to be responsible for that. (Wink at Junsu) Junsu, hwaiting.

Theo (stopped kicking): Whatever.

Uknow left the room, with Theo still on his shoulders.

Junsu's POV: Hmmm... Uknow-hyung and Theo are both out of the way now. Let me see what I should do to wake Fifi up. It's going to be hard waking her up. Hmmmmm.....

Junsu was thinking real hard to come out with a way to wake Fifi up.

Fifi was facing the wall while Junsu sat on the bed so the 2 of them were positioned in a way where their backs were facing each other.

Suddenly, Fifi started to turn around, and she kicked Junsu off the bed. Junsu fell to the ground with his butt touching the floor first, giving off a loud "thud".

Junsu (scream really loud): OUCH!!!! FIFI!!!!!

Fifi woke up due to Junsu's screaming and she sat up.

Fifi (puzzled): Huh? What happened? Theo?

Fifi looked around the room, but she did not see Theo anywhere.

Fifi: Sigh... I must be dreaming again.

Then, Fifi went back to sleep. Even before Fifi could lie back on her bed, Junsu got up from the floor and stood up.

Junsu: Fifi, it's me! You're not dreaming.

Fifi (confused): Huh????!!! What are doing in my room???

Junsu: Erm.... Erm... I'm supposed... to wake you up.

Fifi: I think it's not really nice to be in a girl's room in the morning.

Junsu: But.... But... Never mind. Since you're up now, why don't we go out for breakfast?

Fifi (sceptical) : You and me? Going out of this room TOGETHER?????? I don't think so.

Junsu (confused): Why? I don't understand.

Fifi: Erm... Never mind then. You can go out first, and then I will go out a little while later.

Junsu: I don't care. We're going out together.

Junsu grabbed Fifi's hand and dragged her out of the room.

Fifi: YA!!!! KIM JUNSU!!!!! LET GO OF ME!!!!

Junsu: Do you want the whole world to hear you? If you don't you can stop screaming.

Fifi (gave Junsu a dirty look): Whatever.

Fifi stopped screaming and allowed Junsu to lead the way.

Junsu's POV: YAY!!! I won. If Fifi is going to listen to what I'm saying all the time, it would be soooooooo nice. Sigh, but she don't. How nice it would be if I could hold on to her hands for the rest of my life.

Fifi's POV: What is Junsu trying to do? I'm getting very confused now. First, he was so nice to that "woman" that he met on the streets. Last night, he wanted to dance with me. And, this morning, the first thing I see is Kim Junsu again. Argh... I think I'm going crazy!!!

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Meanwhile, in the kitchen......

Kiki (stared sternly at Jaejoong): KIM JAEJOONG!!! What did I always tell you?

Jaejoong: Erm...... That you liked me a lot...

Kiki was getting really furious now.

Kiki's POV: That babo Joongie. He knew what I meant. But, he's denying it. I'm going to make sure that he's not going to call me jagiya in front of the guys ever again or else I will not be Kiki.

Kiki: I think you've missed out something, Mr Kim.

Jaejoong moved closer towards Kiki and lowered himself to be on the same level as Kiki.

Jaejoong: I don't think so...

Jaejoong's face was so close to Kiki and that made her heart beat very much faster.

Kiki's POV: What is Joongie doing again? Argh... I'm supposed to be angry with him and scolding him. But, now my heart is beating so fast. And, he looks so handsome. That pair of mesmerising eyes of his......... Wait.... I'm supposed to be angry.. Yeah... Angry.

Kiki: I think your memory isn't that good. Didn't I tell you that you can't call me "jagiya" in public?

Jaejoong: Yeah. But....

Kiki: No buts. A promise is a promise.

Jaejoong: But, you're my fiancée now. So......

Kiki: This isn't a.......


Before Kiki could finish her sentence, Jaejoong planted a kiss on her cheeks.

Jaejoong: Now, you're mine. With my kiss as a seal, you can't run away.

Kiki was a little shocked by Jaejoong's action.

Jaejoong: So, I can call you "jagiya" when the rest are around right? But not in public. Am I right?

Kiki was still in the state of shock. Her mind could not function properly at that moment.

Kiki: Erm.... Yes....

Jaejoong: Thank you, jagiya. I think we better finish up with the preparations.

Kiki finally realised that she had agreed to let Jaejoong call her "jagiya".

Kiki: Wait... I think I agreed to something that I shouldn't.

Jaejoong: There's no more turning back now, jagiya.

Kiki: KIM JAEJOONG!!!!!

Jaejoong (repeated Kiki's words, smiling): A promise is a promise.

Before Kiki could do anything, Max and Micky had come out from the room.

Max: Hyung, is the food ready yet?? I'm starving.

Jaejoong: We're almost done. Why don't you guys help to set up the table while your Hyungsoo and I finished up with the last dish.

Micky and Max: Okay.

Kiki (turned and faced Jaejoong): WHAT are you calling me now?

Jaejoong (smiling to himself): Nothing. I think you heard wrongly.

Max and Micky went to set up the table. After a while, the rest are all out to enjoy the breakfast prepared by the newly engaged couple.

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*more fanfics at rhapsodydelamour.blogspot.com

Other fan fics I've written with 专属天使の悪戯なKiss m(~_~)m so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/rhapsody/

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/rhapsody01/

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 (Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘)
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/rhapsody02/

Rainbow 彩虹 [Completed]
http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/rhapsody03/

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!

Monday, February 4, 2008

Rainbow 彩虹 - Chapter 12 [The End]

Chapter 12: 君の声は My Rainbow、空を越えて just 届く
(Your voice is my rainbow, I'd cross the sky just to reach it)


14th February 2015

Valentine's Day.

A day where all the lovers in the world were celebrating their love.

The day where Joong would marry Yuki.

It was also Ze's death anniversary.

Jae had gone over to Joong's house the day before to congratulate his parents, and since Joong had gone out to see to last minute preparations. He didn't meet her. She left a red packet and wedding gift for them. And informed his parents that she couldn't attend his wedding, cos it was Ze's death anniversary.

Joong's mum: WHAT?!!! Ze's death anniversary?!!!

Jae: Ne... ajumma... I need to visit his grave... I don't think it would be appropriate for me to attend Joong's wedding... Joesong hamnida...

Joong's mum: Jae... my child... why didn't you tell us earlier? About Ze? We never asked his halmuhni why Ze and his dad didn't come stay with you too, cos we didn't want to appear too nosy... Now I know it's cos they have both passed away in the war...

Jae: Joesong hamnida ajumma... I didn't want you guys to feel depressed over the news... Since you've got a wedding in preparation... Anyway, please tell Joongie and Yuki that I'm sorry... But I'll give them a treat when they come back from their honeymoon to make up for it...

Joong's mum: Jae...

Jae (interrupting her): Ajumma... I gotta go to work now... Congratulations again... Annyeonghi kyesayo...

Jae dashed out of Joong's house, running away from the house as fast as possible. She was hurting inside so much.

Why did he have to choose to wed on the same day Ze died? It was like having the two men she loved leave her on the same day... It broke her heart into a million pieces... But she still had to put on a happy front to face the elders... Even though she was breaking down inside... She cried herself to sleep every night after she received Joong's wedding invitation card...

14th February...

To the world it was a day to celebrate love...

But to her... It was the day destiny took away from her the two men that she loved the most in the world... The skies could not be any darker or gloomier for her...

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It was a stormy day on the day of Joong's wedding. Fortunately for him, the wedding was held indoors, so everything could still go on. But he had not seen Jae the entire day. He was wondering where she was. In fact, he had not seen her for a very long time...

They never met since he returned, apart from that first day...

He had been busy with his wedding preparations and work. And she had been working day and night at the hospital, he had heard from his mum. And he knew from his mum that Ze's halmuhni had moved to stay with Jae. But there was no mention of Ze. Joong didn't understand why, but he didn't probe.

His guests had all arrived at the location. But he still didn't see Jae.

Joong's mum: Joongie-ya... You should head on in... It looks like it's going to rain soon...

Joong: Omma... Has Jae-nuna and Ze-hyung arrived yet? I haven't seen them yet... But I remembered seeing Ze-hyung's halmuhni...

Joong's mum: Oh... I forgot to tell you... Jae's not coming... It's Ze's death anniversary today... She said...

Joong's eyes widened with shock, he grabbed his mum by her shoulders.

Joong: Omma! What did you say again?!!!

Joong's mum: Jae's not coming... She said she'll give you guys a treat to make up for it when you get back from your honeymoon....

Joong (impatiently): Not this omma... The other line...

Joong's mum (thinking back over what she had said): Oh... It's Ze's death anniversary today...

Joong (eyes wide open): WHAT!!!??? ZE-HYUNG'S DEAD?!!!!

Joong's mum: Yeah... He died at her camp, while trying to protect her from an escaped prisoner-of-war...

Joong ran off before his mum could finish what she was saying.

Joong's mum (screaming): JOONGIE!!! WHERE ARE YOU GOING??!!!!! WHAT ABOUT YOUR WEDDING WITH YUKI??!!!!

Joong (screaming back): OMMA!!! TELL YUKI MIANHAMNIDA... I CAN'T MARRY HER!!! I LOVE SOMEONE ELSE TOO MUCH!!!

Joong's mum (shaking her head): This child...

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At Ze's grave...

It was already raining. Jae was standing at his grave looking down at the inscriptions.

"My beloved husband Ze
Saranghamnida yongwoonhi
Your wife Jae"

Jae put away the umbrella and sat down beside Ze's tombstone, leaning against it and hugging it like before. The rain beat down mercilessly on her.

Jae's thoughts: It's good that it's raining... At least it can hide my tears...

Jae: Ze... One year... And you've not even met me once in my dreams... Do you really not love me anymore? I said I'll be yours forever right? I'm keeping my promise... Why won't you see me at all? I missed you so much...

Jae caressed the tombstone lovingly.

Jae: Appa and omma won't meet me... You won't meet me... Do all of you not love me anymore? Or you don't remember me anymore cos you're having so much fun up there? If it's really so nice, why won't you take me with you? I don't want to stay here alone anymore... I miss all of you too much...

Jae sobbed uncontrollably, shivering in the cold, as the rain hit mercilessly onto her shivering body, and the wind pushed her heartlessly to and forth.

Jae: Joesong hamnida halmuhni... I know I promised to take care of you... But I don't think I can do so much longer... My heart is already dead, I don't think my physical body can take anymore of this heartache... I just wish to be with appa, omma and Ze... Forgive me...

The wind blew Jae's umbrella away.

Jae: Ze... I promised that my heart will stay yours forever... I know I shouldn't be sad about Joong's wedding... He found happiness right? I should be happy for him... Now I want my happiness too... I'm coming to see you now...

She took out a bottle of sleeping pills and started taking them.

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Joong scanned the cemetery for Jae. He found her leaning against Ze's tombstone. He ran towards her.

Joong: JAE-NUNA!!!

Jae didn't respond to him. The rain was so heavy she couldn't even hear herself crying. Let alone hear Joong's cries. Furthermore, the pills she took were taking effect on her, making her slowly close her eyes.

Joong shook Jae violently when he reached her.

Joong: NUNA!!! GWENCHANAYO? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME?

Jae opened her eyes and looked at Joong. He was drenched in the rain too. She thought she was having illusions from the pills. She shook her head slightly. Joong was still there.

Joong: WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT ZE-HYUNG'S DEAD?!!!

Jae: What's the point in telling you? It won't bring him back to life... Anyway, it doesn't matter now...

Joong: BUT IT DOES MATTER!!! IF I'D KNOWN I'D NEVER HAD PROPOSED TO YUKI!!!

Jae: What has this gotta do with you marrying Yuki?

Joong: DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?!!! YOU'RE THE ONE I LOVE JAE-NUNA!!!

Jae (pushing Joong's hands away, trying to get up): I think you're confusing sibling love for romantic love Joongie... You should get back to your wedding now... Don't let your wife wait for you...

Joong (grabbing Jae back into his grip): ANDWAE!!!! I'M NOT MARRYING YUKI!!! YOU'RE THE ONE I LOVE!!! I'VE LOVED YOU SINCE YOUNG!!! IT'S JUST THAT I WAS TOO YOUNG TO KNOW THAT IT WAS ROMANTIC LOVE THEN... BUT WHEN I SAW YOU WITH ZE-HYUNG, I WAS SO JEALOUS!!! I KNEW THEN THAT IT WAS NOT JUST SIBLING LOVE... I WANT YOU AS MY YEOJA CHINGU... MY JAGI... MY BRIDE... MY YEOBO... SARANGHEYO...

Joong pulled Jae into his arms, forcing a kiss on her lips. Jae pushed him away.

Jae: LET GO OF ME!!! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT!!! I DON'T NEED YOU SYMPATHY!!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ME COS OF ONE CHILDHOOD PROMISE... I KNOW YOU LOVE YUKI... YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE KISSING HER THAT'S WHY YOU WOKE UP AT THE OPERATION TABLE RIGHT? STOP KIDDING YOURSELF...

Joong: ANIO!!! I KNEW THAT IT WAS YOU KISSING ME!!! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW LONG I'VE BEEN WANTING TO KISS YOU!!! THE ONLY PRETENDING THAT I'VE BEEN DOING IS WHEN YOU SAW US IN MY ROOM THAT DAY, I WAS PRETENDING THAT YUKI WAS YOU WHEN I KISSED HER!!!

Jae (hitting Joong weakly): Let go of me... Ze's my husband... I'm married... I cannot love you... I cannot... I... must... not...

Jae fainted, collapsing in Joong's arms. He rushed her to the hospital. Pacing anxiously outside the operating theatre.

Joong's thoughts: Please Jae-nuna... Please be alright... I've been waiting for a chance to love you for so long... Please let me have that chance... Don't take it away from me... Sarangheyo...

Dr Park came out of the operating theatre. Joong rushed up to him.

Joong: How is she?

Dr Park: Her condition's stable now. We've cleared all the sleeping pills from her stomach. But she's quite fragile emotionally. She's taken a whole bottle of sleeping pills. It's obvious she was trying to kill herself. You'd better stay with her for the time being. Just in case...

Joong: Araso... Kamsahamnida...

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Jae opened her eyes weakly. She found herself in a ward, with Joong holding onto her hand and sleeping beside her bed. He was still in his wet tuxedo shirt and pants.

Jae's thoughts: Ze... Why won't you let me be with you up there?

*FLASHBACK*
Ze's halmuhni: My child... I'll go live with you... But I'm already an old lady... I'd be gone soon... If you find someone you love and loves you... Go ahead and pursue your happiness... I won't hold it against you... You're still young... I'm sure Ze won't want you to stay alone forever...

Jae: Anio halmuhni... He died trying to save me... I owe my life to him... I promised that I'll stay as his wife forever...

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Jae's thoughts: Mianeyo... I think I've fallen for Joongie... What should I do?

Jae tried to pull her hand out from Joong's. But she woke him up instead when she tried to pull her hand out.

Joong: Jae-nuna... You're awake.. That's great...

Joong stood up, wanting to give her a hug.

Jae (turning away from him): Joongie-ya... Mianeyo... I can't accept your love...

Joong: Wae?

Jae (avoiding his eyes): Ze died trying to save me... I owe my life to him... I promised that I'll stay as his wife forever...

Joong: But I'm sure Ze-hyung won't want you to stay alone forever... He would want you to be happy...

Jae: But I am happy... Like this...

Joong (angrily): You call THIS happy? You just tried to kill yourself... How can you say that you are happy?

Jae kept quiet. Joong was right. She wasn't happy at all. She wanted to die. So that her pain would go away.

Joong: Nuna... Please give me a chance... To love you... As a lover... Not a dongsaeng...

Jae (pleadingly): I can't Joongie... I promised Ze... I can't...

Joong: If you're not opening your heart again, I'm closing mine too... From today onwards, I'll not love another except you...

Jae (trying her best to force back her tears): You don't have to do this Joongie... You've got Yuki... You're different... You've still got everything... Me... I've got nothing... Nothing...

Joong (turns Jae's face to face him): You've still got me... I'm always here for you... I promised too... Remember?

Jae was already crying. Her tears stained her face. Joong reached to wipe away her tears.

Joong: And to me you are my everything... I don't need anything else if I've got you... But if I don't have you, it doesn't matter if I have the world... It'd still be nothing to me... Sarangheyo...

Joong leaned in and kissed Jae. Like that time in the medics camp, Jae gave in to Joong's kiss. But this time it was different, she knew that he was kissing her as herself.

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26th January 2017

It was Joong's 21st birthday. And Jae's 27th birthday. They were born on the same day. But 6 years apart. Fate had brought them together in miraculous ways. It was like a rainbow, where you knew that there would be a pleasant surprise at the other end.

Or rather, after all the storms that they had to go through, the skies have finally cleared for them. And the rainbows had come out to celebrate the day with them.

They were getting married on this day. The day they both were brought into this world. The day Jae first carried baby Joong in her arms. The day baby Joong first set eyes on Jae. The day their fates were sealed together.

Would be the day that they would celebrate their love for each other, and become husband and wife.

Pastor: I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride now Joong.

Joong lifted the veil from Jae's face. He looked at her lovingly. He wanted to scream out loud to the whole world that his beloved Jae-nuna, oops, Jae-yeobo now, was now lawfully his wife...

He leaned in to kiss Jae.

Joong: Sarangheyo... Jae... I'm now the happiest saram (person) in the world...

Jae smiled.

Jae: You're wrong...

Joong: Huh?

Jae: I'm the happiest and most loved saram (person) in the world... Cos I have the love of the two men whom I love most in my life... Ze and you... Sarangheyo...

Joong: Your voice is my rainbow, I'd cross the sky just to reach it... And to hear you say sarangheyo to me...

Jae smiled, fondling Joong's face, and tip-toed to meet her lips with his, giving him a long and passionate kiss.

The guests cheered as they kissed.

- THE END -


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Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!

Rainbow 彩虹 - Chapter 11

Chapter 11: Eternal...

Jae's POV:

I forgot all about Joong that day... In fact I didn't get out from my tent for a whole week after Ze's funeral service... I was crying everyday... My eyes were so swollen and red from crying and lack of sleep that they were so bloodshot, one would think that I was suffering from red eyes...

I couldn't sleep cos once my eyes closed, I had nightmares of Ze being shot and dying in my arms. So instead, I cried myself to sleep every night. I cried and cried and cried until my eyes couldn't stay open anymore.

Nurse Kim tried to persuade me to eat, but I never had any appetite. And I would vomit out anything that went into my system. As a result, I lost weight rapidly. Until one day Dr Jung was called in to check on me, as Nurse Kim had found me unconscious in my tent from hunger and dehydration. This was when I came out from my cocoon...

And I realised that I couldn't mourn anymore for my sad and sorry state. I needed to get to work and fight back. The first thing I remembered was... Where was Joong? I missed him hugging me to console me when I cried... And again there was no one there to lend a shoulder for me to cry on this time... I had to go through another death alone... Some of the nurses told me that they had saw him get into one of the trucks sending recovered soldiers back to their camps... I was torn... I prayed hard that he would still be alive...

Anyway, I pulled myself together. Or rather, I FORCED myself together. I FORCED myself to work. I FORCED myself to work SO hard that I can forget everything and sleep at night...

A few months later.. The thing that I've been hating to the core had finally ended. But it wasn't without its victims...

I was badly defeated by it...

Wounded so badly that I didn't think that I could ever get back on my feet again...

I've lost the three most important people in my life...

My Dad...

My Mum...

My Ze...

As I walked back to my house, I noticed that Joong had already reached his house with his dad, and his mum and Yuki were welcoming them at the door with hugs and kisses. I looked over to my own house. There was no one there. Tears threatened to spill from my eyes. But I blinked them back forcefully.

Joong's mum: JAE!!!

Joong's mum saw me and called and waved to call me over to their house. Joong pulled himself away from Yuki, and turned around. Our eyes met. But we didn't say anything.

Jae (forcing a smile): Ajumma, ajushi... annyeong haseyo... chaljinaessoyo?

I greeted Joong's parents. Joong's mum grabbed my hands and pulled me over for a hug.

Joong's mum: Oh my poor child... Gwenchanayo?

Jae: Ne... Gwenchana... Don't worry about me ajumma... I'll be fine...

Joong's mum: You wanna come over for dinner later? I've cooked a lot of food. Joong's fave Ja Jang Myun, your fave kimchi fried rice, and...

Jae (interrupting her): Komawoyo ajumma... But I'm going over to visit Ze's halmunhni (granny) later after I drop my things... Maybe next time...

Joong's thoughts: She looks so much thinner and so exhausted... Must have been hard on her at the medic's camp... Even her cheerful aura is gone... How come Ze-hyung didn't send her back?

Joong's mum: Oh I see... Next time then... I'll cook your fave kimchi fried rice again... Send our regards to his granny for me...

Jae (smiles): Ne... ajumma... next time I'll come by for dinner... Mianeyo... I gotta go back now... I don't want halmuhni to wait too long for me... Annyeong kyesayo...

I walked back to my own empty house and dropped off my bags in my room. I took a quick shower and changed into some casual clothes and left my house to go to Ze's house to visit his granny. She was left alone since both Ze's dad and Ze passed away. Jae wanted to ask her if she would like to move in with her at her house when she visited her today, so that she could take care of her for Ze.

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Back at Joong's house...

Joong's mum and Yuki kept piling food on Joong's bowl.

Joong: Omma, Yuki... That's enough food for me already... You guys take some for yourselves too...

Joong's mum: You should eat more... You've grown so much thinner... (turns to Joong's dad) you too yeobo... eat more...

Joong smiled as his mum started piling food into his dad's bowl now. They were such a happy couple... Very much like Jae's parents...

Joong's thoughts: I wonder how Jae-nuna is doing now? Is she having her dinner happily at Ze-hyung's now with him and his granny?

Yuki: Joong... Joong...

Joong turned to see Yuki looking at him lovingly. He smiled. And she smiled back at him, planting a peck on his cheek.

Yuki: Sarangheyo Joong...

Joong was surprised. But he missed Yuki saying she loved him to him. He missed the feeling of being loved by someone...

Joong: Appa, omma...

His parents turned to look at him.

Joong took Yuki's hand in his and said.

Joong: I wish to marry Yuki...

Everyone was shocked by his sudden proposal. But of course everyone was happy for him. He was already of marriageable age. And Yuki loved him so much. And they thought that he loved her as much too.

Joong's thoughts: Jae-nuna's found her happiness with Ze-hyung... I must forget her... I know Yuki is not Jae-nuna... But she loves me more than I can ever love her back... But all I need now is to feel loved... unconditionally... By someone...

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At Ze's house...

Jae cooked a nice meal for Ze's halmuhni and herself. The old lady has aged a lot. But the lost of her son and her grandson had most likely taken away a lot of her jovial nature. Jae could see that she was not the same as before.

Jae: Halmuhni... Won't you come live with me in my house? I can take care of you... I'm working now... I have a job at the hospital... I start next week...

Ze's halmuhni: Jae-ya, I know you are a very filial girl... But you are not obliged to take care of me... You know that right?

Jae: Wae? You're Ze's halmuhni... I should take care of you... And I want to...

Ze's halmuhni: But you're not even married...

Jae: Halmuhni... I'm already Ze's wife in his eyes before he left... And I already see him as my husband too... So... Please don't say such things anymore... Please come and live with me... I want to take care of you...

Ze's halmuhni: My dear child... Ze is so lucky to know you... Pity he didn't have the fortune take you as his wife...

Jae: Halmuhni... He's my husband... And always will be...

Ze's halmuhni: My child... I'll go live with you... But I'm already an old lady... I'd be gone soon... If you find someone you love and loves you... Go ahead and pursue your happiness... I won't hold it against you... You're still young... I'm sure Ze won't want you to stay alone forever...

Jae: Anio halmuhni... He died trying to save me... I owe my life to him... I promised that I'll stay as his wife forever...

Ze's halmuhni: But...

Jae (interrupting her): Halmuhni... Let's eat shall we? I made your fave yuk gae jang...

Ze's halmuhni gave up and stopped trying to persuade Jae. She knew that Jae was a stubborn girl, despite being very filial... Once she had decided on something, nothing could change her mind. After dinner, they packed up her things and Jae helped her move to her house.
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Once Joong's parents knew that Jae had brought Ze's granny back to her house to stay, they invited her over for dinners whenever Jae wasn't around. But no one asked why Ze and his dad didn't come stay with them too. And since no one asked. No one knew that they had already passed away. And eversince Joong proposed to Yuki, he had been out at her house almost every night for dinner to discuss the wedding preparations. And he didn't meet Jae or Ze's halmuhni at all.

One day when Jae was walking home after a long day at the hospital, she saw Joong walking out of his house with Yuki. He helped her open the car door, and let her go in, before walking over to his side of the car and hopped on. When Joong got in, Yuki leaned over to show Joong her ring on her wedding ring finger, which glittered in the moonlight, and gave him a passionate kiss on his lips. When Jae saw it, she turned around and hid herself from view. Joong's car drove past her.

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Jae's POV:

I see they are getting married... Congratulations Joongie... My dong saeng... You've found your true love...

I grabbed my heart with my hand. I felt my heart hurt so bad that I collapsed onto the ground. Tears started blurring in my vision.

Why does my heart feel like it's being cut into a million pieces?

Joongie-ya... I'm glad you found true love... But... Wae? Why does it hurt so much to see the two of you together? Have I already fallen for you subconsciously?


*FLASHBACK 1 - childhood days*
Joong: Nuna... I want to grow up faster... So I can protect you from anyone who bullies you...

He hugged me. My eyes welled with tears when I heard him say that. It was so sweet.

Joong: Why are you crying nuna? Is it very painful?

He caressed my cheek again with his small hand.

Jae: Anio... It's not painful...

Joong: Don't cry nuna... Cos Joongie loves Jae-nuna the most... I want you to be my bride when I grow up!!!

He smiled happily at me and gave me a kiss on my lips.


*FLASHBACK 2 - The Kiss*
Joong: Nuna... Mianeyo... I can't take this anymore... Just let me go...

Jae: NOOOOOOOO!!! YOU'RE NOT LEAVING ME AGAIN UNTIL YOU CLEAR YOUR DEBT TO ME!!!! YOU PROMISED ME!!! I'M NOT ALLOWING IT!!! JOONGIE!!! WAKE UP!!! DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES!!! STAY WITH ME!!!

I grabbed his face with my hands and leaned down to give him a kiss on his lips...


*FLASHBACK 3 - Nurse Kim's comments*
Nurse Kim: ... you two were an item... Cos you kissed him during the operation...

Jae: That's cos we ran out of anaesthetics... And Dr Jung asked me to distract him from the pain...

Nurse Kim: I know... But still... Would you kiss him if he were just any other patient? And you treat him so differently during your rounds... And the way he looks at you...


*FLASHBACK 4 - I'll Be There*
Jae: There... I'll eat lunch and dinner with you everyday from now on... If you want that is...

Joong: Kamsahamnida nuna!!! I know you love me the most!!!

Joong reached over and hugged me.

Jae: You silly boy... You're my only dongsaeng... Of cos I love you the most...

Joong pulled me into his arms and hugged me.

Joong: It's okay nuna... You still have me... I promise I'll be there for you always...

Joong: Gwenchana... You're my only nuna... As your dongsaeng, I'll do anything for you...

*END OF FLASHBACKS*
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That night Jae didn't go back home after she stopped crying. She went to the cemetery, where Ze, his dad and her parents' graves were at.

Jae: Appa... Omma... It's your daughter... Jae... Can you hear me? I missed you guys so much... I missed you cooking omma... And your nagging Appa... I do hope you are having a good time up there... I'm counting down to the day when I'll see you guys again... Sarangheyo...

She moved to Ze's tomb, and sat herself down, leaning her body against it, hugging it.

Jae: Ze... Joong's getting married to Yuki... I saw them today... But I don't know when the big day is... But I'm gonna miss my dongsaeng once he's married... I can't hang out with him anymore...

Jae started crying again.

Jae: Ze... I missed you... I promised you that I'll be your wife forever... I'll not love another... But why won't you even meet me in my dreams? I haven't had one good dream since you left... I only get... nightmares... so I don't even dare to sleep...

Jae's tears were forming a small dark puddle on Ze's tombstone, as they fell from her sorrowful eyes.

Jae: Don't you miss me too? Don't you love me anymore?

That night she cried herself to sleep, leaning against Ze's tombstone...

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专属天使の悪戯なKiss m(~_~)m

Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!

Rainbow 彩虹 - Chapter 10

Chapter 10: キッスしたまま、さよなら (As We Kissed, Goodbye)

Jae: ZE!!!

Jae ran straight into Ze's arms, making him take a step back on the impact. And she hugged him tightly.

Ze: Woah... I see you've missed me... A LOT...

He put his arms around Jae and hugged her back. Tears started welling in Jae's eyes when she heard him speak. He didn't know how much she had missed him. She wanted him to be around for her when her dad died. She needed him beside her to comfort her when her mum died. But he wasn't around. And she had to go through all those alone. Her tears were pouring out like that day in Joong's tent, soaking Ze's army shirt and leaving a deep mark on it.

Ze pulled Jae away from the hug to take a look at her. He lifted a hand to wipe the tears from Jae's tear-stained face. She was still sobbing profusely.

Ze: What's wrong Jae? Why are you crying so much? Something happened when I was gone?

Jae nodded.

Jae: My parents...

Ze: Yeah... Ajushi and ajumma... How are they?

Jae titled her head up to look at Ze. Her eyes were tearing even more now. Her lips were quivering from crying and her body was shaking slightly.

Ze's thoughts: Oh no... Not her parents too...

Ze's dad had been hit by a bullet during a surprise attack at their camp, and he didn't make it. Ze had been struggling along all this time, and since their camp was attacked, he didn't get Jae's letter to inform him that she was becoming a medic. He only knew a couple of months later, and had immediately requested to go meet her.

Ze: It's alright Jae... I'm here now... Your parents can enjoy their stay up there, they won't have to worry about you anymore... They can leave you in my hands... I'll take care of you from now on...

Ze smiled and leaned in to kiss Jae on her lips.

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Joong: What's taking Jae-nuna so long today? It's already past lunch time and she still hasn't checked on me yet...

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After a long kiss, Ze parted his lips from Jae's and smiled at her.

Jae (sudden realisation): OMO!!! I FORGOT TO CHECK ON JOONGIE!!!

She dashed out of her office, leaving Ze shocked and confused.

Ze: JAE!!! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!!!

Jae popped her head back in.

Jae: I gotta go check on Joong now... I'm already late for my rounds...

Ze: Joong's here too?

Jae: Yeah... He was injured in battle... You wanna come with me to see him?

Ze: Sure...

Ze walked over to Jae and took her hand in his, walking alongside her to Joong's tent.

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Joong: Ah this irresponsible nuna... She's forgotten all about me!!! Such an unprofessional doctor...

Jae popped her head into Joong's tent. Joong looked up at her when she did and pouted, folding his arms across his chest in mock anger.

Jae: Joongie-ya... Mianada... I forgot the time... Have you had your lunch yet?

Joong: Dr Jae, you'd better hurry... Or else you're gonna delay ALL the patients you've got to see after me...

Jae: Joongie... I know you're angry... Don't be mad... I'm late cos I had a visitor...

Joong: Visitor?

Jae: Ne... Someone you know too...

Joong's thoughts: Who could it be?

Ze: Joong!!! My dongsaeng!!!

Ze stepped into the tent and walked beside Jae, pulling her into his arms.

Joong was shocked. In fact he was MORE than shocked. He felt his eyeballs almost pop out of their sockets.

Joong's thoughts: Ze-hyung!! How did he know that Jae-nuna was here?!!!

Jae smiled at Ze and looked back at Joong.

Jae: Aren't you happy to see your fave hyung? I thought you two were always so chummy together... Leaving me out of most of the things you did...

Joong (fighting back his shock): Of cos I am happy to see Ze-hyung!!! But hyung, how come you're here too? You're not injured too are you?

Ze: Anio... I got a letter from Jae telling me she's a medic here... But I got it quite late, cos my camp was attacked... We had to emergency evacuate the place... And my dad died... So...

Jae: Oh no... Ze...

Jae turned herself around to face Ze. He didn't tell her that his dad had died too. She looked at him sadly, softly caressing his face with her hand. He grabbed hold of her hand and pulled it to his heart.

Ze: Gwenchana Jae... I've still got Granny... And you...

Joong's thoughts: Now that he's found her... She doesn't need me anymore... It's time for me to make my exit...

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One fine spring day...

Spring had come. But war was still not over. The medics camp was surrounded by beautiful flora, and the entire camp exuded a cheerful and hopeful aura, despite all the injured and dying casualties hidden within the numerous tents.

Jae loved spring a lot. In fact she used to love to go pick wild flowers in the nearby hills when she was younger. It was no different now. She wanted to go pick some flowers for Ze and Joong's tents to brighten up their day. As she wanted it to be surprise for them, she went alone. Only Nurse Kim knew where she was going, as she had told him before they went to check on Joong.

Jae: Junsa-ya... I'm gonna go pick some flowers outside camp during lunch time... Can you make an excuse for me, so that I can't stay and lunch with Joong in Joong's tent later?

Nurse Kim: Okay... But be careful Jae...

Jae: Araso...

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Joong had planned to leave the medic's camp after Jae checked on him one last time. He wanted to have lunch with her before he left. He didn't see a need for him to be around anymore, since Ze was already with her. And he couldn't bear seeing the two of them together. So he decided that he should head back to his own camp, since he had already almost fully recovered.

However, after she checked on him like usual. Nurse Kim told Jae that Dr Jung needed her to help him with something, and she couldn't stay to have lunch with him.

Joong: You're not gonna stay for lunch?

Nurse Kim: She can't Joong. Dr Jung needs her to help him with something. She needs to go now...

Jae: Mianeyo Joongie... I'll have dinner with you later to make up for it okay?

Joong nodded. And they left his tent. After he had his lunch. He packed his stuff and walked out of his tent with heavy heart, and joined a army truck which was sending recovered troops back to their camps.

Joong's thoughts: Annyeong kyeseyo Jae-nuna... Forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye... Cos I don't think I can bear to leave you if I do... I hope that you'll be happy with Ze-hyung... I wish you both the best...

And the truck he was on drove out of the camp.

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Meanwhile, Jae was happily humming a song and picking wild flowers when Joong left the camp on the truck. Several metres away from her, there was someone lurking behind the tall grass...

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Ze: Junsu-ya, have you seen Jae anywhere?

Nurse Kim: Ze!! You've gotta call me Nurse Kim when you're here!!!

Ze: *giggles* Araso... I forgot... Nurse Kim... Have you seen my fiancee anywhere?

Nurse Kim: Oh... Jae... Anio... Wae?

Ze: There's news that there's an escaped prisoner-of-war from a nearby camp... And I can't find her anywhere... Even Joong's not in his tent... I'm kinda worried...

Nurse Kim: WHAT?!!! ESCAPED POW!!! OH NO!!!

Ze: What's wrong?!!!

Nurse Kim: Jae went to pick wild flowers out on the hill behind our camp for you and Joong during lunch time... She wanted it to be a surprise... So we kept it from both of you...

Ze: WHAT!!!!

Ze dashed out of the camp immediately and ran as fast as he could towards the hill behind the camp.
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Jae heard some rustling sound behind the tall grass. She stopped humming and listened hard.

Jae: Anyone there?

Nothing.

*FLASHBACK*

Nurse Kim: Okay... But be careful Jae...

Jae: Araso...

*END OF FLASHBACK*

Jae suddenly remembered what Nurse Kim told her. And it dawned on her that it was really dangerous for her to be out here alone picking wild flowers when there's a war going on out there. She hurriedly gathered her things.

She noticed someone running up the hill as she was gathering her things. She squinted and stared harder at the person. It was Ze. She started waving madly to him happily.

Ze grabbed her into his arms when he reached her. Jae was shocked.

Jae: Ze... What's wrong?

Ze: You gave me a shock... I thought something happened to you... when I couldn't find you anywhere...

Jae: Something happened in camp?

Ze: There's news from the nearby camp that there's an escaped prisoner-of-war on the loose... I was so scared when Junsu told me you were out here alone... I was afraid you might bump into him and get into trouble...

Jae: But I didn't right? I'm still here... I'm fine... Don't worry... Let's head back to camp...

Ze: Okay...

They both turned to walk back to camp. Ze heard a rustling sound. This time Jae heard it again. It was the same sound as before. Ze took out his gun and looked around the grass. As the grass was so tall, visibility was really low.

Jae: Ze... Let's just head on back...

Ze: You go first... I'll be right behind you...

Jae: Anio Ze... Let's just leave together...

Her hand was firmly on Ze's, as she didn't want him to stay behind and get injured if the person behind the tall grass was really the escaped prisoner-of-war. If he could escape from such a tight-security camp, who knows what kind of person that POW is?

POW: You're BOTH not going anywhere...

A man walked out of the tall grass with a gun in his hand, pointing at Ze and Jae.

POW: I gave you a chance to go... You didn't take it... Since you already know about me, I'll just have to kill the both of you now...

Jae rushed in front of Ze, shielding him from the POW.

Ze: Jae, move behind me!!! What are you doing??!!!

Jae: ANIO!!! Please let us off sir... We promise we won't tell anyone we've seen you... We're all just victims of this stupid war... Let's not hurt anyone anymore... I don't want to see anymore casualties... Please...

POW: You're right miss... It's a stupid war... But we're all just victims... I have no choice too... If I don't kill you... I'll get killed... It's a dog eat dog world... I have no choice...

Jae: NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

A gun shot could be heard.

The POW fell backwards onto the tall grass. Jae rushed over to check on him. He was shot in his head by Ze. Dead upon being hit.

Then Jae rushed back to Ze, who had now kneed down onto the ground, head looking down.

Jae: Ze... He's dead... Ze!!!!

Ze grasped his chest with his hand. His uniform was slowly being stained a deep shade of red. Jae realised what was happening. There was only one gun shot heard, as they had both fired at the same time. And since Ze pulled Jae aside at the last minute, she had fallen down onto the ground and not realised that Ze had been hit, as she only saw the POW fall backwards onto the grass.

Jae: Ze!!! You're hit too??!!!! Let me see the wound!!!

Jae peeled Ze's hand away from his wound, and torn his shirt apart. He was hit around his spleen area. Blood was gushing out of his wound profusely. Jae pressed her hands on his wound to try to stop the bleeding, but it didn't work. She torn her doctor robe to tie around his waist in hope to ease the bleeding.

Jae: Ze... I gotta get you back to camp now... Can you walk?

Ze nodded. Jae struggled to help him up. But he stumbled back down. His hands were already turning cold.

Jae: Ze... Listen to me... Don't close your eyes... Stay with me...

Ze: Jae... I can't walk...

Jae: Anio Ze... Listen to me... Come on... If you can't walk... I'll carry you back to camp...

Jae grabbed Ze and tried to piggy back him back to camp. He was too heavy for her. She was struggling very hard to not drop him, while trying to move as fast as she could. She could feel his wound bleeding so much that her uniform was soaked with his blood.

When Jae reached the camp gate, the rest rushed out to help her get Ze to the operating tent. She held onto his hand when they carried him to the tent.

Jae: You're gonna be okay Ze... Don't worry... Dr Jung will save you...

Dr Jung tried his best with the rest to help Ze. But he had already lost too much blood and the bullet had hit his spleen. He was beyond anything that they could do for him.

Ze (weakly): Jae... Mianeyo... I can't keep my promise...

Jae: NO!!!! ZE!!! LISTEN TO ME!!! LISTEN TO ME!!! DON'T YOU DARE CLOSE YOUR EYES!!! DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME!!! YOU PROMISED TO TAKE CARE OF ME FOREVER!!! YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO LEAVE ME!!!

Ze (weakly and turning breathless): Mianeyo... I'll... I'll explain... to your parents... when I see them...

Jae: ANDWAE!!!! I DON'T WANT YOU TO EXPLAIN TO THEM!!! I WANT YOU TO STAY WITH ME!!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!! PLEASE!!!

Ze (eyes closing slowly): Jae... Sarang... sarang... ham... ni... da...

Jae shook Ze violently, trying to wake him up. But to no avail. He was gone. There was nothing she could do.

Jae (crying profusely): NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! ZE!!!!!! ZE!!!!! WAKE UP!!!! YOU HEAR ME!!!! WAKE UP!!!!

Dr Jung: Time of death. 14th February 2014. 1402 hours.

Dr Jung tapped Jae's shoulders twice and stepped out along with the rest, leaving her alone with Ze.

After crying for a very long time, Jae was still hugging Ze in her arms.

Jae (softly): Ze... Wake up... This is my lips... Feel it...

She lowered her face and kissed his lips gently.

Jae (softly): Open... Open your eyes... Just look at me now...

Her tears dripped onto Ze's face.

Jae (sobbing): You were everything to me in this world...

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专属天使の悪戯なKiss m(~_~)m

Other fan fics we've written so far...
Destined 遐想 [Completed]

Serendipity 奇缘 [Completed]

My Little Princess 나의작은공주 [Sequel to Serendipity 奇缘]

Rainbow 彩虹

Last thing... Comments will be greatly appreciated!!!